feb11

people don't know how i feel. of course they can understand my situation but they don't know how i REALLY feel. i want to cry! i really want to. but my mom is here. hay.

ano ba dapat kong gwin? magsaluhan nlng tyo! cno p gusto sumali? ='(
hndi ko na tlaga alam ggwin ko. kung pano ko ssbhin at kung paano magreact sa mga bagay2. nttkot akong gumwa ng decision n pagsisisihan ko rin sa huli. ayko n msaktan. ayoko na. gusto kong maglabas ng sama ng loob pero ewan. d pwede d2. kse mhhalata na umiyak ako. asar. sa monday nlng. sa school...


i expected this day to be wonderful. guess wat. it was. *not really* msaya lng ako kse. khit ppno nlbas ko n nffeel ko. sobrang i need someone who can really understand me. and then poof. it became coco crunch.*korni* eh un. buti nmn meron pang nkakaintindi sakn.. thank you very much. i hope u know who u are.. sobrang kpag nwala k sakn. hndi ko kaya... db? friend... =') sori kung iniiwasan kta, sa totoo lng, msakit sakn un. sobra. pero un. alam mo nmn kung bkt db? sana msaya k ngaun. ayko mkita kng sad.. kse kpag sad friend ko, sad n dn ako.. and i feel bad 3x than how u feel..

to someone....

hay. thank you for the memories.. thank you for your advice.. thank you for your time, your love *as a friend* for your care and for everything you gave me.. thank you very much! hope you'll have a really nice day. wag mo kklimutn..andito lng ako plgi pra syo.. tutulungn kta.. promise :) *huuuuuug*

today is.



ok. trying to be happy. ayko nlng tlaga magisip.. ayko nlng alalahanin. ayko muna umiyak ngaun.. dapat msaya ako. pro d ko kaya. hay.


gumising ako ng 5:40am kse kailngn ko manood ng salamat dok. nice. isa p lng nggwa kong reaction paper, 3 pa. haha rar. d ko na alam ggwin ko. hndi ko n tlaga alam. just go with the flow. kung san ako dalhin fine. pro d nmn pwede un..

okei. dl dl dl. wla nmn ako maisip na i-dl, nice. maris. mag-aral k nlng. onga. tsk. wla ako mkwento. kse wla akong maisip.

malabo n nmn ako. nako. obvious ba?